Oceans inside
waves rocking
feeling the ancient
kicking up surfaces
into the unknown
wild wind crying
shelling me from inside
I have waited
wailing into the night
have howled
from the craters of my being
have searched empty pockets
whispered into seashells
expecting you to be there
casting your comfort cloud
under moon trails
my belief finally fades
as I wait in winters long house
for frost on my weathered fingers
to melt me back home